Love,the hidden path to death

Have you ever been in love .Is n’t it amazing that love can be the sole reason for beginning of a new life or end of one’s life !. in my case love had only inflicted deep wound s in my heart.I usually have two ways of reacting if I didn’t get something.1. work harder and harder till I get it.2.raise my value so that the thing doesn’t suit me. But these things never work for lost love. I was completely drowned in thoughts till my cell phone rang.it was anonymous voice.

‘hello. I am Sophie, Tanu’s cousin.

‘eh ? Tanu ?’

‘oh Tania .I am doing my MS .I need the source code of your chat bot for my project submission.

‘ok I will call you at night.’

‘I am having night shift. Mobiles not allowed inside IBM .Bye Mr. Programmer’

I never thought that this strange girl is going to have an impact in my life. Days passed .one night at 2.30 I got a call in my gtalk.

‘Hi dear,Nice orkut caption “feeling suicidal” so whats in your mind’

‘I want to eat synide poisoned apple’

‘following footsteps of legendry Allen Turing ?’ she then continued in a disappointed tone. ’I want to cut my veins .I don’t feel any pain now.’

‘Suicide? You are working at IBM, a successful person.So why ?’

She laughed for a while.’success ?Getting a job doesn’t bring any success. Success is the degree for measuring ones happiness. If one can be happy for a minute he is the most successful person at that moment’

‘So what happened . what’s the story?’

‘Break up. I loved a spineless moron who thinks that planets such as Jupiter ,Saturn etc.. that rotates thousands of mile away can affect life.He still believes in astrology.well I am logging for half an hour Mr. suicidal’

When you are in love it is hard to sleep,when your love is rejected sleep becomes a dream ,you get an additional six hours in a day.You can go through manuscripts and works of scientists which haven’t even read by anyone,She came online after an hour.

‘Oh .So you are also a suicidal insomaniac.what were you doing ?’

‘Just writing a poem’

‘Send it .I am also writer .Let me valuate it’

I converted the poem into image and send it to her.

‘Somebody played in between? Don’t take love seriously. It is just a reaction of chemicals and hormones and I am sure she is not perfect’

‘I know.This knowledge made my life more pathetic.I am hurt not because my love was rejected but I was rejected.It was not an infactuation ,a bond that made me strong. I was a Neanderthal before I met her.She was the only person who understood me.Now I feel lonely. You are right ,she is not perfect but we were perfect.I never had any ambition in life.She wanted to be an IAS officer .look where two of us stand.So what about you marrying someone else ?’

‘marriage ,its an illusion to bring more misery to the miserable Earth .So Mr.Still in Pain have you found the purpose of life .?’

I suddenly replied ‘Life doesn’t have any purpose or meaning. Ultimate aim of every living being is to reproduce.Life is like playing chess against a super computer.You got 3 seconds for a move and the damn computer have 3 days.Only an insane person will dream about victory.

‘So you play chess?’

‘yup.I just use an algorithm to make my move .So basically a slow player ‘

She laughed:’Executing program inside head! You always do things like this? .Executing in the head .When did you began to see everything as an execution pattern?’

‘When I was in ninth grade I was one of the computer illiterates .One day I copied a short cut of age of empires and gave it to my friend. They all laughed for hours .I felt hurt and decided to learn more about computers. I learned QBASIC in six hours. I don’t like being weak. Being weak is the greatest sin one can commit. From that day on nobody laughed at me .I have never met a person who can beat me at coding till now. ‘

‘Programming is like writing a poem .The same part of brain functions .We have to keep our brains always busy otherwise it will bring us unpleasant memories and drives us to depression’

Months passed .We chat about almost everything.One day she informed me that she is coming to Kerala and we decided to meet at marine drive. When people have their love failures ,some will begin to think about god,some will curse god, question her. some people will think that its all for good, some will turn to saints .I never had any problems like this .I never prayed to god .Only thing I did not knew about myself was what is impossible for me .I always wanted to go for reading university to do research in artificial intelligence. Now my plans have changed ,I don’t want to waste my remaining years in Earth doing some research work .I prefer to be with my parents rather than anything.My ambition in life is to be a little bit more happier on tomorrow than today and to feel little less pain.

I saw her talking to a preacher. When I came closer I undersood it was not a friendly conversation .

‘Get some elementary education. god doesn’t exist’

‘Child,all of the great people and scientists believe in’

She replied before he finished his line’Einstein said the word god is nothing more than product of human weakness and imagination.Allan Turing ,father f modern computer science,Bill Gates,Linus Tovald,Mr. Facebook creator,Mr.Apple company founder are atheists.it seems like computer science is out of your hand.Thomas Jefferson,Bruce Lee,Bagat singh, Marie Curie,Stephen Hawking,Dawkins etc.. are all with me.Do you have any proof for god?’

The preacher pointed his hand towards some pigeons sitting under a tree and continued’ look at that tree ,the pigeons, you.Is n’t it proof of god?’

‘These are proof for evolution’.

Preacher came with a stupid reply’If monkeys came from frog ,show me a fronkey.If humans came from monkey why is still monkeys here?’

She sighed and continued’ Humans came from primates not from monkey.And monkeys are still here because if they weren’t here with whom would we compare people like you?’

I suddenly got hold of her and dragged her away from the scene and whisphered to her ‘police station is a few yards away.This place is a very bad’

‘This is a bad place not because of bad people,but because of good people who does not respond.Indian constitution is founded by atheists such as Ambedkar and Nehru .I have my rights .What’s your religion?’

‘Well. I Am following Buddhism.I am an agnostic .I don’t care about the existence of God .It can’t change anything so leave me’

‘It’s a pity that all religions teaches the dangerous nonsense that the life is not the end ,so people can stop valuing there life . My mother stopped talking medicines after reading some stupid articles.She said to me that if god doesn’t wanted her to suffer she wouldn’t have got ill.She did not realize death is the end’

‘You are wrong Sophie,death is not the end.I have been dead a million times.I am not the same erson I was two years back. I have transformed myself and the old me is dead.Every day you dies and you transforms.You die every second’

She crossed the road and grabbed me into a bar.i was stunned and she laughed ‘oh . dear don’t be stunned I am from bangloru. ‘

She drank a few glasses of whisky. I have drank only once in my life and it turned out be a joke for everyone.Now I don’t even drink tea or coffie. After that we went to Sridhar ,it was the only thing to do since I did not have a driving license.During the movie she sometimes clapped ,she laughed wildly at scene where Bruce wills was trying hard to save his life.After the movie we went to my home.She saw my aquarium and moved towards it .She was going to put her hands inside the aquarium but suddenly she pulled her handsand shouted ‘what the hell ,a pet snake ?’

‘it’s non venomous.i call him turing. I found him at back of my house.’

She sighed and replied’you are the weirdest person I have seen’

Days passed .One day when I logged in I found an IM from her.

‘Hey,Mr. Very understanding.I am going to check whether there is a designer up there in the sky’

The message was sent four hours before.I checked her web cam.She was lying motionless ,her body was full of blood.Suddenly two of her room mates entered ,when they saw her they rushed towards her side and checked there pulse.One of them began crying and said in a disaapointed voice

‘She is gone ‘

I turned off system .Two days later Turing also died .Days passed but those memories never died. Everyone needs memories to live but not this kind of memories.2009 seemed like a dreadful year as the previous years.It was a Saturday and I was having fever . I was lying in my bed .During fever your brian brings back all kind of disturbing incidents to you.I saw Sophie’s face

‘Oh dear .lets go to see avatar’

During fever you are subjected to all kind of hallucinations. But that was real .She was standing in front of me.

She continued’ Time is a great healer .Is n’t it ? It never allows us to win .When I cut my veins I forgot to drown my hands in water.So after losing sufficient blood I got unconscious and after sometime the wound clotted. It took a few months to regain full control over the left hand.Time it plays with you .Why are you still playing a chess game you won’t win?’

‘I will reply but what are you going to do after this?’

‘Next year I am planning to move to Switzerland ,They have 85% atheist population .My father is looking groom for me. I don’t want to marry an anonymous person because we follow a barbarian tradition. your course will be over next year? You will also come .isn’t?.Now tell me why playing a game you are sure to lose?’

‘I have lost my queen.playing chess without queen is suicidal.But an advancing pawn can transform itself into a queen.If don’t win,it does not mean that you will fail.I saw another possibility no one else will see,a stalemate ,a draw .So I won’t either win or fail in life.I fighting hard for the draw.Sowhats in your mind?’

‘Lets die a trillion million times together’

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LINK BETWEEN RELIGION AND MORALITY

Most of the people are certain that morality cannot exist without a belief in God.But is that true ? If you take into consideration the facts ,you can understand that there is no actual relationship between religion and morality. Moral codes were there before the rise of religions .

Religions such as Buddhism are atheistic religions.They do not have any belief in .They only follow some moral codes .No one could argue that Buddhists does not have any morality .In today's world Buddhism remains to be one among the true peaceful religions. Followers of Buddhism are refrained from eating meat but followers of other religions eats meat .From the above example one can easily understand the fact the moral codes followed by different religions are different and one cannot say which moral code is best.

Anonymity and Morality

Our behavior changes with environment in which we are.Anonymity helps a person to do things that he normally won't do.Consider a person driving a car,if he is near to his home his behavior to fellow drivers will be nice (because he knew he will have to face these people soon).
But consider the same person driving his car through a road that is hundreds of kilometers away ,it would be surprising if he shows the same polite behavior !
Why should we bother with such an example ,remember how we behaved in our school days when a teacher was around us and not around us.

True Link Between Religion and Morality

Take the case of Adolf Hitler ,most the people have the wrong idea that Hitler was an atheist,infact he was an Roman Catholic (You can read his autobiography Mein Kampf to verify my claims) .So does that mean all believers are like him?

As the days passes the number of suicide bombers and killings in the name of religion are increasing .So the fact is evident that no body had ever killed people in the name of atheism. o when you are meeting an atheist accept the fact that he too can high standards of morality .


How could a person behave morally without believing in the almighty ?

I will explain the answer to this question as simple as i can.What will we normally do when we have to make a decision in life? We normally won't look into religious texts such as holy bible ,Quaran or Bagavat Geetha to make correct decision . We humans can think and come to conclusions. Human beings are capable of making the right decisions with out the help of any books or scripts.


Warren Edward Buffet having pledged to give away 99 percent of his fortune to philanthropic causes, primarily via the Gates Foundation is an American investor, industrialist, and philanthropist.Buffet is an atheist.He is a question mark people who believes that charity can be only done through religious institution. Gates Foundation established by is the largest transparently operated private foundation in the world. The donations send to religious institutions are not usually spend on the intended purposes .

Animals and morality

The basic reason that social animals live in groups is that opportunities for survival and reproduction are much better in groups than living alone. The social behaviors of mammals are more familiar to humans. Highly social mammals such as primates and elephants have been known to exhibit traits that were once thought to be uniquely human, like empathy and altruism.

Religion was only a tool used by primitive humans to prevent others from doing socially unacceptable acts.

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Problem MONITOR LED IS BLINKING
Solution Check all the connections like Monitor Cable, Data cables, RAM, Display Card , CPU connections.

2
Problem CONTINUOS THREE BEEPS
Solution Problem in RAM Connection.

3
Problem THREE BEEPS ( 1 Long 2 Short)
Solution Problem in Display Card Connection

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Problem THREE LONG BEEPS PERIOD WISE
Solution Problem in BIOS or RAM (Basic Input Output System)

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Problem CONTINUOS NON-STOP BEEPING
Solution Key Board Problem (I.e.; Some Key is pressed for Longer time)

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Problem FDD LED IS GLOWING CONTINUOSLY
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Problem NO DISPLAY ON THE SCREEN AT ALL
Solution Hard Disk cable connected wrongly. Connect rightly seeing the Red mark (Faces power supply) and then Restart.

8
Problem POWER LED IS OFF
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b Check S.M.P.S.
c Check Mother Board connection


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Problem SHOWING CMOS ERROR
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Problem SHOWING FDD ERROR OR FLOPPY DRIVE IS NOT WORKING PROPERLY
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Problem SHOWING HDD ERROR OR HARD DISK FAILURE
Solution a Check Power Cord
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c Check Data cable
d Check Hard Disk parameters in CMOS or Auto detecting Setting Partitions by Fdisk Command, then format it to set track 0.


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Problem SHAKING SCREEN
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Problem CPU CABINET SHOCK
Solution a Check Earthing
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Problem NON-SYSTEM DISK ERROR
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Problem SHOWING DIVIDE OVER- FLOW MESSAGE
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Problem HARD DISK MAKING NOISE WHILE PROCESSING
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Problem DISPLAY COLOUR DOES NOT MATCH
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Problem UNKNOWN DEVICE FOUND
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